It’s not that we’re scared of what’s inside of us, not really, not if you cast aside the drama, the stories, the fear, which you’ve allowed to swamp and to shroud you.

And it’s not actually that you think you’re not good enough, not worthy, ‘who am I, oh, I couldn’t possibly!’, not really.

When you drop in –

All the way in –

And you allow the truth to slowly but certainly bubble up, the layers of fear, and doubt, and resistance, and ‘who am I?!’ to float off off off and away –

The truth is that you DO know you’re good enough, and always have been.

In fact, more than that –

The truth is simply that you know you MUST, and that there’d at some point come a time when you could no longer listen to the excuses, the lies from within or outside, the nonsense and drama and bullshit, about why you couldn’t or shouldn’t, or not yet.

The TRUTH is that what’s in you is, simply and in THE most finite way, a thing which must get out.

And that it’s up to you to let it out, this deep deep work which you came here to do.

And that you know this.

So if it’s not really the fear –

And it’s not really a self-worth thang –

And you DO in fact know –

Then what is it, you may well wonder, that STILL freakin’ stops you, slows you, and keeps you off of the path you KNOW you’re meant to be on?

Well, I’ll tell you.

I’ll tell you what I believe, and what I’ve learned through observation of now thousands of coaching clients over the past 20 years, as well as of course observation of my self –

It’s a need to release the old,

And consciously choose to become what you always were.

Today, I want to invite you to do that work with me, and to enter –

Healed.

Release the Old. Become What You Always Were.

Here is what this work is about, and why it is coming about, and why now:

You’re holding on.

Oh so tightly.

And for a very long while, perhaps too long to even recall.

Maybe, since before time began! Impregnated into you, before YOU began, at least, in this world, this body, this life.

You’re holding on to things which tell you –

I’m HURT.

I’m DAMAGED.

I’m not WORTHY.

I’m not ENOUGH.

I DESERVE bad things.

I should be ASHAMED.

I have so much to feel GUILTY about!

I make bad CHOICES.

I’m USELESS.

And so on,

And so forth.

It’s kind of a BOTHER, don’t you think? So tiresome!

So tiresome, how the same old stuff just keeps on circling back again, how you never seem to be done, how you continually find yourself trapped in patterns and sabotages of yesteryear!

So tiresome –

(says your higher self)

– how she won’t just recognise that there’s a damn REASON I need to keep on serving her up these lessons, and how perhaps, just mebbe –

I’d be able to stop, move on, let her let GO of them, if she’d once and for all stop –

Look in –

Face the so-called SHIT head on –

And do the actual work needed, to learn, to grow, to release.

Here’s what you need to understand about FEAR, about DOUBT, about self-worth shit, about ALL the murky heaviness which holds you back –

It’s not that you ACTUALLY could ever be stopped, from becoming all that you always were!

It’s that you are CHOOSING to stop yourself, because there is something you need to learn –

Something you GET to grow through –

And a level of healing and release to be embraced –

In order to shift the old, beCOME the real you, and finally break the pattern once and for all.

Look, I’ll be the first to tell you that it’s nonsense to think you can’t simply do the work, create the outcomes, have it all, even with healing to be done!

You can.

But I’ll also be the first to tell you that the healing work which NEEDS to be done?

Actually needs to be done, for its own sake. It has COME to you for a reason. The pain. The drama. The scariness. All of it.

It’s time to lean into it.

It’s time to allow it to teach you.

It’s time to understand it.

And it’s time to HEAL it, once and for all, so that you can clearly and easily see where it is you’re meant to go –

How to get there –

And how damn ABSOfuckinglutely worthy you are.

The result of which?

Money flow.

Love and hot sex flow.

Dream body flow.

Life of ease and fun and fulfilment flow.

YOU flow.

Aka:

Everything, the way you’ve always indeed known it should be. Everything you’ve WAITED LONG ENOUGH FOR.

Everything it’s time to stop telling yourself a bullshit story you can’t have yet.

Everything.

Everything.

Everything.

Because it’s TIME.

Here is What We’re Healing, in Healed, and How This Translates to YOU, Being What You Always Were, and Having What You Always Saw, and –

How this Work Actually Works, How I Channel and Am Guided, From my Soul to Yours

Before I share a little of what we’ll be diving in to, in this time together, let me tell you how I work:

This work is partly channeled –

Partly downloaded –

FULLY guided from above, and within, and of course rinsed out well by way of the other (non-physical) realms.

It’s not MADE UP BY ME.

I’m not creating a course –

Designing modules –

Or THINKING about what would be a good idea, or even about what would be helpful!

I pay no mind to organisation –

Structure –

Order –

Or expectations.

But I do STFU and listen to my higher self, my highest available self, and here is what she told me, VERY clearly –

There is work to be done in this community.

DEEP healing work.

It starts with you, of course.

And it’s to share with everybody.

NOW.

Healed? (I was shown, and then asked)

Healed.

But what is it about?! (I asked)

– No need to ask.

Just write it.

You’ll find out.

It’s already all inside.

My job is not to make anything up, or attempt to teach, even though I am a creator, and I am a teacher.

My JOB, is to listen, and to follow orders from soul, trusting and knowing that what I’m being given and what is shown to me is what is needed, and that I am EQUIPPED.

And then? I do the work.

Imagine, if you always did the same … now there’s perhaps something to consider deciding to be healed from, the idea that you can’t simply DO WHAT YOU KNOW YOU MUST!

But I digress

There is a LOT of healing, which I was shown we would work on together.

When you read the below, it might feel like – fuck! That’s so much! How long is this course anyway, how are we possibly going to cover ALL THESE AREAS?!

And I’ll tell ya –

Because we will, that’s all. Very very easily, too. There IS, after all, no separation here, from one ‘thing’ to the next. All we need to do, in actual fact, is to find that one thread which pulls it all together –

And also blows it all apart.

Everything connects to everything.

Holding yourself back, not being what you were always meant to be in one area, naturally and ALWAYS crosses over to other areas.

That is why we must do ALL of this work –

Or quit kidding ourselves, and do none of it.

Let’s just do all of it!

It looks like this:

>>> Relationship Healing

Love is patient, love is kind, love is slow to anger, love is –

Forgotten.

Lost.

Feels so far away.

Something that was once believed in, and now seems like a fantasy, a ‘one day’ dream which may never again come true, and maybe never does.

I’m not just talking about romantic love here.

I’m talking about all of the ways in which you’ve allowed RELATIONSHIP, as a concept, to be tainted, bruised, or even, destroyed.

The ideas you used to have of how it would be –

With your lover –

Or your family –

Your friends –

Perhaps your clients –

Or indeed the world at large –

Maybe all of it! –

Marred. Difficult to access. More difficult still, to create.

How NOT healing in this area may be screwing with you is simple –

You continue to call in, create, and ONLY allow a reflection of the damage and bruising and SAFE expectations which you’ve developed inside. You make choices out of guilt, or shame, or blame.

You compromise.

You settle.

You sacrifice.

You CONTINUE to sabotage or destroy.

THIS AFFECTS EVERYTHING.

When you’re coming from a place of BROKEN-ness, and pain, you continue to create all of that! #of course

What healing the relationships wound allows you to expect:

A return to clarity, to purity of vision, to unadulterated hope and belief. The certain knowledge that of course you can have the best, liase and engage only with the best, because YOU are the best, your best, and worthy of everything that that entails.

>>> Business and Empire Healing

Do you remember when you had SUCH lit up and light dreams for your business, and the EMPIRE you knew you were going to build?

Your dreams were grandiose, ridiculous even, extravagant, and wild!

You wanted it all, at once if not sooner, and you knew that you could have it!

Your energy and passion and WILLINGNESS to show up, go all in, also put yourself out there ‘come what may’ were unbeatable!

You could not be stopped!

You WOULD not be stopped!

And then?

Something stopped you.

A supposed failure, perhaps. Or the seductive voice of those outside of you, compelling you to do it their way, go against what you really believed or knew, just this once. The whispers of doubt from inside telling you that you were being unrealistic, and it’s time to get serious, get grown up, be like the others.

All or any of that, and much more besides.

And somewhere along the way you lost your craziness.

You lost your relentlessness.

You lost your WILD dreaming.

You lost your certainty.

You lost your faith.

You lost you.

Now, is it any wonder that business feels SO tough-going, so quicksand-y, so never-ending, so HEAVY?

Is it any wonder that you repeatedly fail to get to the flow you used to dream of, when you don’t REALLY let yourself dream that dream anymore, never mind act on it?!

The answer is NO, it’s not, and also?

Just LOOK at what you’re (not!) creating by letting yourself be guided this way.

*How NOT healing in this area may be screwing with you:

Flat out, your self-belief has been shaken and it is SHOWING. You’re making choices from fear, from doubt, from ‘who am I’, rather than from who am I NOT to, and just fucking WATCH me.

Continue to do this, and you’ll get, well – more of the same. Forward momentum, perhaps, if you’re particularly hard-working, and I’m sure that you are.

But really –

Nothing to write home about.

Nothing that your SOUL knows is available.

*What healing around your business allows you to expect:

A reboot back to UNSHAKEABLE CONFIDENCE AND FIRE. Back to ACCESSING the crazy, the wild, the BEYOND THE REALMS OF POSSIBILITY, all of it, and then?

Bringin’ that shit to motherfucking life.

WITH bells on!

>>> Money Story Healing

Ah, money. Money money money, WHAT is it good for?!

Well, one thing that’s for sure is that it’s good for showing you where you have some work to do! It is a GREAT way of bringing to light, and life, stories which we have MADE UP which block us from receiving in MULTIPLE areas!

So much shame.

So much blame.

So much hurt.

So much just SILLY conditioning, too!

So much to unravel.

But really –

It’s not actually that hard at all, once you realise you just made the WHOLE entire thing up, and can just as easily UNMAKE it all, and REMAKE it in a way which absolutely serves you!

For me, remaking my money story has literally resulted in me being able to now receive millions of dollars each year with ease, all just based on me being me and doing my purpose work!

But before I healed my money stuff … oh boy –

*How NOT healing in this area may be screwing with you:

ONE word, plain and simple:

Scarcity.

You make choices, and take action, from scarcity.

When it should be from abundance, and deservedness.

‘kay, maybe more than one word

We’re going to shift to the abundance bit, anyway, is the main point I was trying to make.

*What healing your money story allows you to expect:

When you BELIEVE it, and EXPECT it, and your energy and vibration REFLECTS it, you will SEE it, and it will be automatic, no exceptions, no excuses, no worry about the ‘how’, either!

I make the money I make because I expect to make the money I make.

Because I shifted the stuff that made me think I can’t make the money I make.

That’s all!

And that’s what we’re going to do for you.

>>> Self-Worth Healing

Once upon a time –

Long long ago –

In a space and place that feels like you can barely still remember it, the knowledge of it is certain but the details hazy –

You didn’t question ANY thing.

You KNEW that what you felt inside of you was real, and that you were enough; born that way, nothing to discuss.

It was just how it is.

Sometimes I feel as though so much of the work we do is simply about returning to that, but do you know what? There’s actually nowhere to return to at all.

It’s ALL already there, it’s accessible now, and it really is just a CHOICE to show up as that person, the one who has ZERO doubt about whether she can or should, she just DOES. Always, and without question.

If there’s one thing above all the things to let go of, it’s the idea that you are not enough, and worthy, and perfect, just as you are.

And so?

Let’s do that. Let’s let go.

*How not healing in this area may be screwing with you:

You create a shadow life, because you’re terrified of finding out, should you actually pursue it, that the real one you dream of is out of reach for you, and that you’re not good enough to have it.

*What healing damage to your self-worth allows you to expect:

Fucking CERTAINTY, baby, and the re-training of ABSOLUTE belief which has always been there!

>>> Healing From Shame, Blame, Guilt, and the Idea You Must Pay Penance

The deadly trio, hey? Shame, blame, guilt, and all their counterparts, these emotions, when not understood and dispelled, seen for what they really are, can quite literally KILL you.

Well, you may still walk around. Do the things. Achieve the things. Look the part!

But when you’re carrying this shit around? I don’t have to tell you, life loses its glow. Your every move and every breath is tainted by the idea that YOU DID IT WRONG AND DESERVE PAIN OR SUFFERING.

*How not healing in this area may be screwing with you is obvious, clear, and excruciating –

Your choices are coming from a place of trying to make up for something, trying to pay penance, trying to ‘save’ yourself or others, a desperate need to correct course or re-write the past casting a shadow over the creation of every bit of your life.

And so you continue to move forward this way, not realising that every action taken from this place moves you further OUT of alignment, because after all –

Alignment knows that everything is perfect.

Exactly as it was meant to be.

Happened or was chosen FOR your learning and growth.

And that, most of all, it is what it is and that’s all it is and NOW is the moment to live in.

Pure.

Unadulterated.

Untainted –

NOW.